new years resolution.... get more pain pills

at the risk of sounding like an addict, i need something to kills the pain! got new cast on new years eve. they shot novocaine directly into bone. pinky bone, that is. no hotties at all. the doc was real nice. said i wouldn't need surgery. so what he did was pushed the bones together at a 45 degree angle. while he made my cast (actually splint -cast). i held it as it dried.    ...even numb, feeling the broken bones in my hand being realigned (like fishing the end of your tie string out of your hoodie), was fucking awesome! i am lying. alot.

this is killing me to write, but its distracting me from being conscious of the constant throbbing beneath the cast. it is plaster strips surround the undercast consisting of soft cotton bandages. then a pretty sweet, hollywood movie grade ace bandage. now that i feel my body healing itself, i have new appreciation for this process.  i will need to develop patience, and learn to use my left hand for almost everything. interesting experience.

but i want more meds damn it!!! feels like its burning,welding the broken bits together.
2 good things. first, TWJ is still working on the new album, o the hand will be healed before the tour. so the enormo-dome tour is still on. the second is, once i get a handle on this pain thing, this cast is gonna help me slay the ladies, even harder. why they sweat it? not sure. but i may leave it on even after it heals. what a conversation starter. they always ask if it hurts. think the ladies like it the more painful it is, the better.   oooooh you girls have such sas.

my hand does look sort of like a club.

now send me your pills!!!