so i am working on this drawing of my nephew for my family as a christmas present. i have done it the last 2 years and was making it a tradition. had been working on it for about 8 hours total, but i got to a point, and it is 3 days til christmas, and realized i went too far with the piece and over did it. i got very upset and tried to fix it by putting water on it. just made it worse.
then i mop it up and now i have no present to give. so i am fucked. i toss my chair kick my night stand, the buddah falling over, breaking a glass. i push over my dresser. then i punch the drawing.... hard. it was laying on the floor. i am an idiot. with a bad temper.
it was swelling up. and more. so i think i have to go to the hospital. get some x rays.
but it think i can save the piece. maybe